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Ish is the best word I can think of to describe the days I’m in. Lots of things started, but nothing finished. Fitting that -ish isn’t even a finished word. I need to find the Fin for my Ish. Its as if I’m perpetually preparing for a yard sale that I’m never going to have. So I put junk in a box to save and it sits there, waiting to be sold or thrown away. But I lack the motivation or inspiration or courage to take care of it. So it remains there in the box, idle and useless.

To be more specific, I have lots of ideas swirling around in my head like soup. They are organized-ish because they are at least in the bowl. But soup doesn’t get the point across. I read in a book recently that the job of a writer is to make a bouillon cube out of bouillon. Backward, impossible and precisely, painfully true.

wanna win $20?

I have a favor to ask you.

please

I value your time. The fact that you choose to spend even a fraction of it here during your day is something that delights and humbles me. I am thankful for my friends in real life who read, for my friends in computer life who read and for those of you who read but haven’t said hi yet.

But like I said, I have a favor and I am prepared to reward you for your clicking labor.

If you are reading this, you know that I have changed my blog address. Now, many of you read in a reader and you have yet to change my address in your sidebar on your blog. I used to enter those links once and never thought about them again. But now that I’ve moved, I’m crazy about keeping them current for people. This is my plea:

If you have Chatting at the Sky listed in your sidebar, would you please update the address?

Thanks. Thanks so much. And to all of you who have already done so, I thank you from the bitty bottom of my chitty chatty heart.

And if you want to add me new to your sidebar or subscribe to the feed by clicking ‘rss feed’ at the top of the page, well that would be extra awesome, too.

If you find yourself in any one of those categories, simply leave a comment to let me know you either changed the address a long time ago, made the switch today or added/subscribed for the first time and I will enter you to win $20 at Target.

Because I am desperate for my links to be current. Thank you. Now get clicking.

The Man is at the game edition

Did I ever mention the results of the Weblog Awards? It was a strong third place finish for Chatting at the Sky. Thank you all for voting. Receiving 2,891 votes is no small feat. And even though I lost by a good six thousand votes, I am happy with a bronze medal finish. Would be even happier if I actually got a bronze medal. But whatever.

Speaking of Lost, it comes back this week, Wednesday on ABC. It is going to be a premiere event, so you won’t want to miss it. I love it when they add event to the ends of things to make them more important.

I went shopping with June today. She has a wedding to attend next month in cold, icy, shaped like a mitten Michigan. And North Carolina June has nothing to wear to a fancy, freezing, Michigan wedding. So we shopped and we searched and she sparkled. But no luck. At least not in the dress department. I consider myself extremely lucky to have spent some time with June, though. She is full of wild hilarity, that one. She once asked Does this dress make me look dead? It did not.

So even though we didn’t find a dress, we were able to enjoy a fantastic lunch together. Well, I enjoyed a fantastic lunch and June stirred her soup a few times because the woman has no appetite, as her migraine medicine has changed her taste buds so that soft drinks are paint thinner and food is uninteresting. At least she doesn’t have migraines.

Speaking of migraines, I hope this post hasn’t given you one. I know it isn’t the usual type of post, but The Man is at the Tarheels game so I have no one to talk with. Aren’t you lucky?

new look, old fears

I’m standing at the edge of change here on this Monday morning. And I don’t want to jump.

It has been in the works for a while now, these changes. The first was hurried along a few months ago when a new reader commented, asking if I was a scrapper (scrapbooker? scrapbook doer?) too. As you know, I am not. But from the looks of my blog layout, you would think otherwise.

Which is why change is coming. I’m not sure exactly when, as the Weblog Awards have interrupted my anticipated flow of the first change coming to be. (I think voting continues through today.) But don’t be alarmed if one day you click to chat at the sky and discover a change. The sky will not have fallen, but the clouds may have cleared a bit. In other words, I’m gettin’ a new layout, y’all. Stay tuned.

The second change is a bit more fuzzy. I am beginning to accept the fact that I am a writer. There is nothing more terrifying to discover, it turns out. Except maybe if I woke up with no teeth. That would be more terrifying. Still, I am stuck in a staring match with myself and my future. I’m winning. Fear is the perfect excuse not to act because, you know, I’m afraid.

And so I wait. Not the God kind of waiting where you don’t want to wait but you know it is what’s best for you and then you end up glad for the interim. Because even though I know the next step, I am instead sitting in the dark corner of comfortable, biting my nails, stuck between ignoring it and embracing it.

I know that is possible to jump in and be free. But I’m not quite there yet. So I wait for a grown up to tell me what to do. For a boss or a teacher or a parent to come, take me by the hand and give me instruction. But I also wait for the truth to feel true and for the fear to subside. I am beginning to think neither one is going to happen.

I suppose I’m just going to have to trust. I knew it would come to this.

dear pumpkin spice latte,

When I saw the girl writing your name on the chalkboard at the Target Starbucks, my heart began to dance and sing. I knew it wouldn’t be long. As much as I tried to wait until the temperature dropped to at least below 80 degrees, I cannot wait any longer.

Hello, my love. Hello my cinnamon friend, my autumn companion, my cup of frothy October. Your presence is a promise of fall, your steam whispers sweaters, football and bonfires. You are 16 ounces of liquid pie. And even though you are small, you bring so much joy and happiness to all who meet you.

I am sorry I tried to replace you with the International Delight impostor. True, he is more financially savvy than you. And he is willing to live in the midst of harsh conditions on the door of my fridge: the constant opening and closing; the blinking lights; the leftovers inches away. Although he is always available to me, standing tall between the ketchup and the Italian dressing…he is not you.

I love you, Pumpkin Spice Latte. I am so glad you are back.
Emily

in which i waste time and think i’m funny

Most of you know about my sister, The Nester.
But you’ve never heard about my twin, Lilly Mae.
We’re the best of friends. Ever since we were little, we have loved singing together. She sings soprano and I’m an alto. For the most part, our lives are in sync just like our signing voices.
Still, sometimes we fight. She’s been jealous lately that big sister Nester has been spending time with me.
But we always work it out.
It is good for us to remember how great it is to have a twin.
One day maybe I’ll introduce you to our other sister. Her name is Trinity.
She doesn’t get out much.

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This is how I prove to the world that I actually am a member of my own family, as I am always behind the camera and never in front of it. Behold, the self-portrait. See me?

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